Sunday, July 22, 2018

Not totally over anyone

No matter how I say it
No matter how much I say it,
The words aren’t totally true.
I say I am over you,
I say I don’t care about you,
I say I have moved on and am now free,
But my heart knows better.

Get over it
Let go
Move on.

Been there
Tried that.
Thought I did that.
And sometimes I believe it.

And then something comes up
And I realize
Whether I like it or not,
whether you care or not
You will always be in my heart
No matter how many times I tell myself otherwise
And think I have moved on.

I may be free
To do and think as I please
No strings attached
But some relationships and memories
Will never leave me,
No matter how many times I think they have.