Sunday, February 17, 2019

Inside, Outside

Is there such a thing as too much introspection?
I sure hope not.
Some days I live internally,
Dive deep into my head, heart, and soul.
Analyze my thoughts,
soothe my heart,
and free my soul.
Those are the dangerous days.
Raw, bare, open, vulnerable,
Brave, free, and aware.
Other days I am external,
Pretending the internal things don't exist,
don't matter,
don't effect me.
I carry on as if
I know what I'm doing
and don't have a care in the world.
Until I realize that I am on rewind,
At which point I switch modes
and so the cycle goes.
In, out, in, out.
I wonder if other people do this
or is it just me?