Sunday, October 18, 2020

Thinking and Waiting

This is so depressing, but I feel okay, really, I do.

Got so much going on inside my head

I’m afraid it’s going to explode

Taking on the weight of the rest of my life

Trying to predict the future

It may be one step at a time

But I’m already worrying about the detours.

Struggled my entire life

With who I think I am

Wondering what people see in me

And felt like I had to change.

Finally reached the point where

I don’t care.

And yet, I’m always waiting

for the other shoe to drop.