I just want to wallow
I think that’s allowed
You don’t have to push forward and rise to the occasion every day.
Sometimes it’s good to kick back
And be miserable
.
Well, not miserable,
Just stagnant.
Know you’re feeling down
And just stay there for a while
Until you feel like rejoining society
Where you know that so many people are pretending to be happy
But don’t want anyone to know.
I think I’ll wallow
And if people notice, I don’t care.
I need the break.
Maybe I’ll pretend it’s a mud bath,
Mm. Those are nice.
You finish feeling drained,
And that feels so good.
