Saturday, October 24, 2020

Time to Wallow

I just want to wallow

I think that’s allowed

You don’t have to push forward and rise to the occasion every day.

Sometimes it’s good to kick back

And be miserable


Well, not miserable,

Just stagnant.

Know you’re feeling down

And just stay there for a while

Until you feel like rejoining society

Where you know that so many people are pretending to be happy

But don’t want anyone to know.

I think I’ll wallow

And if people notice, I don’t care.

I need the break.

Maybe I’ll pretend it’s a mud bath,

Mm. Those are nice.

You finish feeling drained,

And that feels so good.