I just want to wallow
I think that’s allowed
You don’t have to push forward and rise to the occasion every day.
Sometimes it’s good to kick back
And be miserable
Well, not miserable,
Know you’re feeling down
And just stay there for a while
Until you feel like rejoining society
Where you know that so many people are pretending to be happy
But don’t want anyone to know.
I think I’ll wallow
And if people notice, I don’t care.
I need the break.
Maybe I’ll pretend it’s a mud bath,
Mm. Those are nice.
You finish feeling drained,
And that feels so good.