Saturday, October 24, 2020

Time to Wallow

I just want to wallow

I think that’s allowed

You don’t have to push forward and rise to the occasion every day.

Sometimes it’s good to kick back

And be miserable

.

Well, not miserable,

Just stagnant.

Know you’re feeling down

And just stay there for a while

Until you feel like rejoining society

Where you know that so many people are pretending to be happy

But don’t want anyone to know.


I think I’ll wallow

And if people notice, I don’t care.

I need the break.

Maybe I’ll pretend it’s a mud bath,

Mm. Those are nice.

You finish feeling drained,

And that feels so good.